Current Mood: Normal

What happened?

What did I do?

Things have gone haywired

Why can’t things go back to the past?

Am I destroying my own future?

Is there a turning back or u-turn for me?

I don’t like the current situation.

Can I undo what I did, just like any computer program?

I just want to go back to the past.

Maybe it’s just Peter Pan Syndrome…

Where has my passion gone to?

Where is my motivation gear?

Why am I so addicted?

Why am I still so slacked and stressed at the same time?

What’s happening to my world?

I’m collapsing… In this battle, I’m going to lose to myself…

I don’t want to lose but I’m tired.

Can I restart and go back to he past when I can make the right decisions?

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• Herlyn
• Mishella
• lix

Current Mood: Normal

Attention to all VS hostees!

I have added all your subdomains under hotlinking protection. Your picture files should work now. However, your visitors won’t be able to direct link your picture files.

In addition, I would like to welcome Herlyn from Love Note to the small and fun ViolinStar.NET family. Do visit her when you are free. I’m going to add her to the hostees page soon. She’s also the one who informed me about the hotlinking protection problem. No wonder all my current hostees don’t host their pictures at ViolinStar.NET. Anyway, I solve the problem and you all may host your pictures files at ViolinStar.NET without broken images shown.

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I received this email from Ms Hazel.

Seriously, I see no reason to give 0733 my all.. Anymore.

It sucks when I do not see it reflected on paper.

It’s as if I have not taught at all. But I actually did. And I actually gave it my all.

I do not expect you to score.

But the least I could expect is to see a demonstration of the drive and the desire to do well.

And a demonstration that you actually listened, paid attention to my techniques and put it down on the darn paper.

It seems that I’ve been far too patient, far too accomodating, far too optimistic, far too hopeful.

Maybe I should be fatalistic and “get real” about the situation.

If I do “get real”, the reality will suck. Big time.

And you will fall into the deepest shit hole.

I’m sick of catering to the individual needs to 0733. I’m sick of carrying the individual people of 0733.

Cos simply, it’s being taken for granted. No one simply cares.

Each is for his or her own.

I should be selfish. I should just take care of my ownself and not care anymore.

Why not? Cos no one cares.

It sucks.

I should just throw in the towel. Someone else can just take over.

Put yourself in my shoes, people. And you will come to realize it is NOT easy teaching 0733.

*sigh* Ms Hazel has given up on 0733. Mr Soh had given up on us. Mdm Ang had no more hope on us. Mr Ong and Mrs Lim don’t see any hope in us. Ms Yau can only help us if we help ourselves first. But I will never give up on myself. I shall continue to work hard and not be affected by my peers.

After receiving Ms Hazel’s email, I’m filled with fear for my Economics mid year exam. Oh my. What will happen to my essays? Frankly speaking, I remembered all the techniques (except for the part where I forgot to define inflation in my case study) to answer my essay and case studies questions. I haven’t been practising the techniques so I’m not sure whether I use it correctly. Hope I use them correctly and help me secure a quality grade for Economics.

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• Vivienne

Hi everyone. Wan Ling and I went to Public Service Scholarships and Careers Fair 2008 held at Orchard Hotel today. It starts at 9am but I was late and only reached Orchard MRT at 9.05am. Anyway, Wan Ling and I use her map to find Orchard Hotel. Unfortunately, we got lost and decided to ask the passers-by. It turn out that Far East Plaza is not Far East Shopping Centre and we got the 2 places mixed up. No wonder we can’t find Orchard Hotel. Anyway, by the time we reached Orchard Hotel, it was already 10am. Can you believe that we took 1 hour just to find a hotel which is supposedly one of the famous hotels in Singapore? The fair could have held at a place where it’s more popular like Suntec City. Why did they even choose to hold it at Orchard Hotel???

Fortunately, the fair was educational and useful to me. I get to ask lots of questions to the people working in the companies and government sector about their jobs and most importantly, the kind of interviews and selection tests the scholars have to go through. On a sad note, I didn’t qualify for the 11 academic units for PSC (Public Service Commission). Nevertheless, they will still judge me based on my CCA (namely, Biz Club) activities and my other involvements outside of academic time. Please Login or Register to read the rest of this content.

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For hostees news, I’m sad to be informed that one of VS hostees decided not to change host. She’s going to stay in FreeWebs and is not going to move to VS. *sigh* What a pity… Anyway, another VS hostee seems to be halfway done with the moving. I’m going to give her a proper introduction soon.

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We have a traffic rank of 925,894 in this world wide web. (It’s quite a high ranking, considering that my site is only less than 1 year old.)

We are ranked 12,713 in the Singapore web sites. (I’m so much better among my peers. )

We currently have a Google page rank of 2. (Our page rank increase the moment oogel updated its page ranking system.)

We have 5 hostees and the number of hostees continues to increase.

So are you interested to join this small, fun-loving and potentially famous family? Apply here now.

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• lix
• Veena
• nicolette

Current Mood: Sad

Oh my gosh!!! My new timetable is out and all my days (excluding Fridays) end at 5pm. AH!!! For Fridays, it ends at 6.45pm because of Physical Education.

I can no longer go home early and rest.

I can no longer go home early and sleep.

I can no longer go home early and watch television.

I can no longer go home early and relax.

I can no longer go home early and catch up with my friends.

I can no longer spend so much time on web designing and graphic designing.

I can no longer do extra music theory exercises.

I can no longer blog as much as I had in the past.

AH!!! I can no longer do the things listed above!!!

Why is my new timetable so packed? In my last year of JC, also known as my A level year - one of the important exams in my life that will determine what course and which university I will end up in, what career I will take up and how much I will earn in future, I’m filled with nothing much except more tutorials, more lectures and even more homework. My days are getting longer. School has became my second home. When will all these end? Sakura, you must go on. You can do it. Gambatte, Sakura! I still wished that all this was a dream and when I wake up, I won’t have such a bad timetable. Can someone comfort me?

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• liangyu

Hi everyone. I just want to rant about something. I have a feeling that this is going to be a long ranting post.

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• Carrie
• Angel
• nicolette

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